The Crystal Heart

from book 4 Alchemy: shaman’s canto

from a runaway    note

This is a story of shape shifting, where I finally SEE that I am what I have sought for lifetimes. This vision frees me from my inhibitions and I ACT in accordance with my will; knowing myself, I trust myself to Live my destiny. For me, Living necessitates Consciousness that compels Grace. Grace carries Peace, Joy, Beauty. This book carries the insights and emotions I needed to experience on my soul journey to extricate myself from energetic bonds that concealed my truth. I see it as a recipe book in the most literal sense: from the Latin recipere, “to receive.” I share with you my recipe for alchemy that delivered to me what I have dreamt of forever. This means death to all I have lived in this lifetime and many others that has limited my freedom, my light, my love. This means a threshold to eternity.

My recipe will not be the same as your own, but these pages carry the secret* energy of my success, that may assist you should you require and desire it. The best way to receive them is with an open mind and an open heart. There are layers of meaning in each word. Each is born from God’s breath that reverberates eternally throughout creation. Time is cyclical. Linear reading is not requisite. Let the book open to you. The placement of the text is to
assist      incite

perception.

End is beginning.

each mark on page echos in mind and Mind.*

…

*from Latin verb secernere se: apart + cernere: sift
*this applies also to use of punctuation, capitals and lower case letters, runningwords

© 2010 Tamara Watson. Alchemy: shaman’s canto book 4. www.thecrystalheart.com. All rights reserved. Contact sitarne@gmail.com

from One, legacy of a star child book 3

Just as our body is the temple of our soul, Earth is our collective temple. Our bodies are her, our voices are hers; she is us. It is time to reclaim our voices and our power and to heal. It is time to listen to her wisdom and honour her with gratitude for her patience and strength. It is time to love each other and our selves. Spirit has many faces but only one voice. It is time for us to sing together.

It is time for sacred ceremony. We honour Earth by following her natural rhythms and cycles: the rise and set of the sun, the phases of the moon, the equinoxes and the solstices. We take the time for ritual, to give thanks for the water we drink, the food before us, for each new day that dawns with so much Beauty. We gather to celebrate her greatness. We sing and dance together and we literally become columns of light anchoring Spirit into form. We breathe as One.

Oneness entails awareness of the power of our thoughts, words and actions and responsibility for them: self-mastery. This means that all that we do is sacred ceremony: performed with love. This is what we were born to do. This is lila, divine play.

Allow your self to be the Great One.
The cycles of time are over.
Remembering is eternal.
You are home.
You always have been.
You always will be.

The journey is what you came here for.
It is time to play.
Forever.

-Tofino B.C. 31.10.2009

© 2010 Tamara Watson. All rights reserved. www.thecrystalheart.com. Contact sitarne@gmail.com.

from The Lover, angel messages book 2

Love is the essence of every spiritual tradition. What are the qualities of love that are able to connect every race, religion, all of creation? What does it mean to be a lover? I write this book to share what has been revealed to me, what I most needed to learn to heal myself. The words in these pages come from Spirit. I received truths about love that I had forgotten, that I have misunderstood. I share them with you as I received them from Light Beings and from my heart.

The fundamental energy of life is Spirit. It is love, and it affects creation more than anything else. The perfect frequency of love restores divine harmony to our DNA, to our molecular structure, to our etheric template and to our auric field. You are love – you can never be without it.  It is the essence of your energetic make-up. This vibration is brought into our bodies through the breath and awareness anchors it. The nature of love is that it must be shared – it simply doesn’t exist otherwise. Cut off from the synergy of Spirit, Earth and others, an isolated being becomes unwell and dies.

The heart has the largest electromagnetic field of the body. It emits and receives most strongly the fundamental energy of love. When you follow your heart you resonate with Creator and your thoughts, words and actions carry the integrity of love. Lovers have released their egos and are guided by Spirit who flows through them.

A lover respects love in all its manifestations and does not seek to control it. A lover is not possessive, a lover does not pity. A lover knows and follows their truth, even when it means disappointing or angering others. A lover has pride without arrogance and dignity without egoism. Aware of his or her divinity, a lover will make sacrifices for another, without losing the self. A lover does not allow dishonour to touch him, no matter what he may experience. A lover does what needs to be done to dismantle structures of dis-ease and to put in place foundations for harmony. A lover accepts what is with grace, never blaming the self or the other, and allows her purity to wash into the forces that may consume her. Recognizing his divininity, a lover can then sacrifice the self for another who needs to find his own way back to the light…

…Lovers help each other to find themselves, but the other is not the place to stay in, the other is only to remind you who you are, a mirror to help you to be complete. The space you create together is sacred, but you cannot stop here. To be an eternal lover is to continue to evolve. You cannot stay in one place. Nothing stays in one place.

It is always up to us if we allow Spirit to live and express through us. No one can take that power from you. It is Creator’s wish we will realize our divinity and our power: the love that we are. No one can do this for us. It is up to us to face our fears with courage until we remember our greatness.

The Lover is a story of twin souls meeting and is born from the alchemy that occurred between them. My meeting with Michael helped me to recover the parts of my soul I had lost. Through finding the other, I became a Lover. Through love I remembered my purpose, that is to share my self and begins with my story.

© 2010 Tamara Watson, from The Lover, angel messages book 2. Contact:  sitarne@gmail.com.

I have tasted the edge of words that
cut deep into light
where breath is a smile
is a touch is this word
and this scene and
this road this cloth
that covers my body
today
seamless into
yesterday and tomorrow.
These words,
their edges are
square d roots of
one eye. 1 i

God wants my body
who am I to deny him.
He takes my hand and leads me
to the edge of a waterfall.
The spray is a rose
that does not stop to bloom.
The dew of its petals
cast an iridescent arch
that pulls my body closer.
I let out a cry
that is the echo of the name
my lover calls me.
It is the echo of your name
too it is
the shape of the star
I see in your eye
it is the immortal body
of God, master shape shifter.
There is no thing he omits
in his smile.