Air
bubble pricked
by your purity
flawless space breathed
my eye equal
Holding this
can anything else
ever touch
the branches break
underfoot and
bark softens into cinder
bird leaves its perch
cold pebbles
and ankles in water
reflection in the pool
never changes
from Web 19, by Sitarne to be released March 2012
What my books are about, how I define soul journey:
My books are my story of the gradual remembering of my complete soul identity, previously fragmented by my perception. Through my experiences I understand I carried imprints in my physical body from my ancestry and that my psyche also shapes my physical world by thought patterns my soul registers throughout many lifetimes; trauma seems to stick hardest, and when released reveals the eternal imprint that is beauty. Each book registers my evolving perceptions as I transverse emotions, beliefs, actions and countries linked to individuals and events reflecting my past, current and projected future lifetimes- that in effect are sumultaneous in the energetic web of life.
Each book is centered in the present and delineates how focused processing of my immediate vibratory world with an open mind and heart diffuses and releases past bonds and future probabilities that limit full soul expression. Breathing in the moment acceptance, forgiveness, smiling through pain and pleasure, not blocking yet also not allowing it to carry me from my Light-essence, leads me through layer after layer of my soul journey, through many remembered incarnations and my destiny for this one. I spontaneously create the how of my journey in each moment.
The books are sequential in tracing my memories and contemporary experiences yet they do not require sequential reading. Each is complete in itself. It is my belief that the energy I flowed through each story is held in the words I use to express. In this way the books are a vibrational experience that may offer the reader support to evolve personal stories.
The series is 8 books total, with book 6 offering 3 energies: fragments 6.1, 6.2 and 6.3.
Mystics’ Story is my conscious soul speaking and shares my vision of life events that now sing it delight and peace. As I wrote and illustrated it I sensed I was shaping my material reality with each stroke of brush or pen. There is power in voicing the sounds retrieved in the silent spaces.
These books are breathed out of me, and I offer them like seeds…
Mystics’ Story is an illustrated poem-story book with oracle cards in cut-out format. Listen to part 1 of this book in 3 recordings MS1 MS2 MS3
Offered here is Web 19, my newest poem-story Web19-1 Web19-2
I Ching Love Story explores the energy of the 64 hexagrams with poet John O’ Sullivan to express universal love in poem-letters. Listen to excerpts ICLS1 ICLS2
53: 1/19: another cycle new remembered
beach glass
softened edges
broken, shattered
tossed and
then caressed
by ocean’s light
travels the depths
visits coral reefs
to carry their
crimson blossoms
with whales’
story records
glints softly in the sun
awaits the right hand
to lift its lightness
and listen
to treasures untold
from book 4 Alchemy: shaman’s canto
from a runaway note
This is a story of shape shifting, where I finally SEE that I am what I have sought for lifetimes. This vision frees me from my inhibitions and I ACT in accordance with my will; knowing myself, I trust myself to Live my destiny. For me, Living necessitates Consciousness that compels Grace. Grace carries Peace, Joy, Beauty. This book carries the insights and emotions I needed to experience on my soul journey to extricate myself from energetic bonds that concealed my truth. I see it as a recipe book in the most literal sense: from the Latin recipere, “to receive.” I share with you my recipe for alchemy that delivered to me what I have dreamt of forever. This means death to all I have lived in this lifetime and many others that has limited my freedom, my light, my love. This means a threshold to eternity.
My recipe will not be the same as your own, but these pages carry the secret* energy of my success, that may assist you should you require and desire it. The best way to receive them is with an open mind and an open heart. There are layers of meaning in each word. Each is born from God’s breath that reverberates eternally throughout creation. Time is cyclical. Linear reading is not requisite. Let the book open to you. The placement of the text is to
assist incite
perception.
End is beginning.
each mark on page echos in mind and Mind.*
…
*from Latin verb secernere se: apart + cernere: sift
*this applies also to use of punctuation, capitals and lower case letters, runningwords
© 2010 Tamara Watson. Alchemy: shaman’s canto book 4. www.thecrystalheart.com. All rights reserved. Contact sitarne@gmail.com
from One, legacy of a star child book 3
Just as our body is the temple of our soul, Earth is our collective temple. Our bodies are her, our voices are hers; she is us. It is time to reclaim our voices and our power and to heal. It is time to listen to her wisdom and honour her with gratitude for her patience and strength. It is time to love each other and our selves. Spirit has many faces but only one voice. It is time for us to sing together.
It is time for sacred ceremony. We honour Earth by following her natural rhythms and cycles: the rise and set of the sun, the phases of the moon, the equinoxes and the solstices. We take the time for ritual, to give thanks for the water we drink, the food before us, for each new day that dawns with so much Beauty. We gather to celebrate her greatness. We sing and dance together and we literally become columns of light anchoring Spirit into form. We breathe as One.
Oneness entails awareness of the power of our thoughts, words and actions and responsibility for them: self-mastery. This means that all that we do is sacred ceremony: performed with love. This is what we were born to do. This is lila, divine play.
Allow your self to be the Great One.
The cycles of time are over.
Remembering is eternal.
You are home.
You always have been.
You always will be.
The journey is what you came here for.
It is time to play.
Forever.
-Tofino B.C. 31.10.2009
© 2010 Tamara Watson. All rights reserved. www.thecrystalheart.com. Contact sitarne@gmail.com.
from The Lover, angel messages book 2
Love is the essence of every spiritual tradition. What are the qualities of love that are able to connect every race, religion, all of creation? What does it mean to be a lover? I write this book to share what has been revealed to me, what I most needed to learn to heal myself. The words in these pages come from Spirit. I received truths about love that I had forgotten, that I have misunderstood. I share them with you as I received them from Light Beings and from my heart.
The fundamental energy of life is Spirit. It is love, and it affects creation more than anything else. The perfect frequency of love restores divine harmony to our DNA, to our molecular structure, to our etheric template and to our auric field. You are love – you can never be without it. It is the essence of your energetic make-up. This vibration is brought into our bodies through the breath and awareness anchors it. The nature of love is that it must be shared – it simply doesn’t exist otherwise. Cut off from the synergy of Spirit, Earth and others, an isolated being becomes unwell and dies.
The heart has the largest electromagnetic field of the body. It emits and receives most strongly the fundamental energy of love. When you follow your heart you resonate with Creator and your thoughts, words and actions carry the integrity of love. Lovers have released their egos and are guided by Spirit who flows through them.
A lover respects love in all its manifestations and does not seek to control it. A lover is not possessive, a lover does not pity. A lover knows and follows their truth, even when it means disappointing or angering others. A lover has pride without arrogance and dignity without egoism. Aware of his or her divinity, a lover will make sacrifices for another, without losing the self. A lover does not allow dishonour to touch him, no matter what he may experience. A lover does what needs to be done to dismantle structures of dis-ease and to put in place foundations for harmony. A lover accepts what is with grace, never blaming the self or the other, and allows her purity to wash into the forces that may consume her. Recognizing his divininity, a lover can then sacrifice the self for another who needs to find his own way back to the light…
…Lovers help each other to find themselves, but the other is not the place to stay in, the other is only to remind you who you are, a mirror to help you to be complete. The space you create together is sacred, but you cannot stop here. To be an eternal lover is to continue to evolve. You cannot stay in one place. Nothing stays in one place.
It is always up to us if we allow Spirit to live and express through us. No one can take that power from you. It is Creator’s wish we will realize our divinity and our power: the love that we are. No one can do this for us. It is up to us to face our fears with courage until we remember our greatness.
The Lover is a story of twin souls meeting and is born from the alchemy that occurred between them. My meeting with Michael helped me to recover the parts of my soul I had lost. Through finding the other, I became a Lover. Through love I remembered my purpose, that is to share my self and begins with my story.
© 2010 Tamara Watson, from The Lover, angel messages book 2. Contact: sitarne@gmail.com.
from The Crystal Heart, diary of an oracle book 1
Storytelling, song and dance are ancient shamanic practices that have been carried through the centuries by those who remember to help guide souls that have lost their way home. Together, they form a tripod to balance us through energetic shifts in our physical body, emotions and mind. They nudge us back to harmony so that our bodies that are made of light become clear channels for the perfect vibration of Creator, or Source.
Resonance is the quality of a vibration to amplify and prolong the same vibration in another object or being. When we resonate together in harmony, when we express from our heart with story, song and dance, we embody love.
All of creation is made of vibrating energy- essentially light. Everything has a unique vibration; this defines its shape. Even emotions we can’t see have a waveform. Your unique vibration is harmonious when the vital energy that gives life to your body flows easily through the meridians, chakras and the auric field. Each system is responsible for the minute physical functions of the body to the workings of the psyche. Stress creates disharmony and can block the natural flow of this energy, whether the source of stress is physical, emotional, mental or spiritual. Our body is a mandala, a physical manifestation or map for your soul. It cannot lie. If there is disharmony in our heart, if we are not living our soul’s purpose, we will eventually experience disharmony that will be visible somehow in our body, whether it manifests through physical pain or disease, allergies, emotional suffering, addiction, depression or other mental disorders. In the same way, when we do not honour our physical body disharmony will manifest that will eventually affect the peace of our soul. This means that for wellness we must take care of ourselves on all levels. The water and food we ingest has a vibration, and the better the quality, the higher its vibration. Rest and emotional care are equally important. Giving and receiving compassion and loving touch contribute to the health and vitality of our being. Most importantly, our state of mind creates the thoughts that shape our reality.
We are made of the same energy as the stars. We hold within ourselves the immense power and perfection of the cosmos. The secret to accessing it is to resonate with the vibration of creation. In order to create a reality that reflects and celebrates your innate beauty and strength, you need to connect with your true Self. When you know who you really are, then the reality you shape is one you love.
Love is the vibration of the crystal heart. It is at your heart center, and is your connection to the essence that connects all of creation. It is what I call Spirit, others call Creator, Source, God and Goddess. It is the origin of all that is, in all dimensions. This vibration that your crystal heart holds will guide your soul and remind you what you are here to do.
Storytelling, song and dance are sacred arts. Stories are how wisdom is passed down from the spiritual realms and to each other. They help us to see other realities that free us from limiting perceptions. When we sing we hear the voice of our soul and see our true beauty. When we dance we allow our soul and its songs to fully take over our body/mind, to illuminate it and direct it. We resonate with the vibration of ecstasy and our light bodies bridge the earth and sky. We become stable anchors for the light of love on earth.
