The Crystal Heart

What my books are about, how I define soul journey:

My books are my story of the gradual remembering of my complete soul identity, previously fragmented by my perception. Through my experiences I understand I carried imprints in my physical body from my ancestry and that my psyche also shapes my physical world by thought patterns my soul registers throughout many lifetimes; trauma seems to stick hardest, and when released reveals the eternal imprint that is beauty. Each book registers my evolving perceptions as I transverse emotions, beliefs, actions and countries linked to individuals and events reflecting my past, current and projected future lifetimes- that in effect are sumultaneous in the energetic web of life.

Each book is centered in the present and delineates how focused processing of my immediate vibratory world with an open mind and heart diffuses and releases past bonds and future probabilities that limit full soul expression. Breathing in the moment acceptance, forgiveness, smiling through pain and pleasure, not blocking yet also not allowing it to carry me from my Light-essence, leads me through layer after layer of my soul journey, through many remembered incarnations and my destiny for this one. I spontaneously create the how of my journey in each moment.

The books are sequential in tracing my memories and contemporary experiences yet they do not require sequential reading. Each is complete in itself. It is my belief that the energy I flowed through each story is held in the words I use to express. In this way the books are a vibrational experience that may offer the reader support to evolve personal stories.

The series is 8 books total, with book 6 offering 3 energies: fragments 6.1, 6.2 and 6.3.

Mystics’ Story is my conscious soul speaking and shares my vision of life events that now sing it delight and peace. As I wrote and illustrated it I sensed I was shaping my material reality with each stroke of brush or pen. There is power in voicing the sounds retrieved in the silent spaces.

These books are breathed out of me, and I offer them like seeds…

Mystics’ Story is an illustrated poem-story book with oracle cards in cut-out format. Listen to part 1 of this book in 3 recordings MS1 MS2 MS3

Offered here is Web 19, my newest poem-story Web19-1 Web19-2

I Ching Love Story explores the energy of the 64 hexagrams with poet John O’ Sullivan to express universal love in poem-letters. Listen to excerpts ICLS1 ICLS2

22. Temple

heart illuminates body
heaven meets earth
spirit breathes beauty
perfection takes form
your wisdom
shining

spa healer

The cosmic cigarette may replace any habit that takes you away from the breath and is an innovative accessory; complements contemplation, a reminder to imbibe cosmic wisdom when needed.

COSMIC CIGARETTE
It is the nature of creation to fill a void. The cosmic cigarette is designed to assist you to replace addictions with healing vibrations and awareness. Freedom is found within.

Inhale the most potent substance of creation: pure life light is carried on the breath. Breathe and open yourself to the luminous being that you are.

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by Tamara

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from One, legacy of a star child book 3

Just as our body is the temple of our soul, Earth is our collective temple. Our bodies are her, our voices are hers; she is us. It is time to reclaim our voices and our power and to heal. It is time to listen to her wisdom and honour her with gratitude for her patience and strength. It is time to love each other and our selves. Spirit has many faces but only one voice. It is time for us to sing together.

It is time for sacred ceremony. We honour Earth by following her natural rhythms and cycles: the rise and set of the sun, the phases of the moon, the equinoxes and the solstices. We take the time for ritual, to give thanks for the water we drink, the food before us, for each new day that dawns with so much Beauty. We gather to celebrate her greatness. We sing and dance together and we literally become columns of light anchoring Spirit into form. We breathe as One.

Oneness entails awareness of the power of our thoughts, words and actions and responsibility for them: self-mastery. This means that all that we do is sacred ceremony: performed with love. This is what we were born to do. This is lila, divine play.

Allow your self to be the Great One.
The cycles of time are over.
Remembering is eternal.
You are home.
You always have been.
You always will be.

The journey is what you came here for.
It is time to play.
Forever.

-Tofino B.C. 31.10.2009

© 2010 Tamara Watson. All rights reserved. www.thecrystalheart.com. Contact sitarne@gmail.com.

from The Lover, angel messages book 2

Love is the essence of every spiritual tradition. What are the qualities of love that are able to connect every race, religion, all of creation? What does it mean to be a lover? I write this book to share what has been revealed to me, what I most needed to learn to heal myself. The words in these pages come from Spirit. I received truths about love that I had forgotten, that I have misunderstood. I share them with you as I received them from Light Beings and from my heart.

The fundamental energy of life is Spirit. It is love, and it affects creation more than anything else. The perfect frequency of love restores divine harmony to our DNA, to our molecular structure, to our etheric template and to our auric field. You are love – you can never be without it.  It is the essence of your energetic make-up. This vibration is brought into our bodies through the breath and awareness anchors it. The nature of love is that it must be shared – it simply doesn’t exist otherwise. Cut off from the synergy of Spirit, Earth and others, an isolated being becomes unwell and dies.

The heart has the largest electromagnetic field of the body. It emits and receives most strongly the fundamental energy of love. When you follow your heart you resonate with Creator and your thoughts, words and actions carry the integrity of love. Lovers have released their egos and are guided by Spirit who flows through them.

A lover respects love in all its manifestations and does not seek to control it. A lover is not possessive, a lover does not pity. A lover knows and follows their truth, even when it means disappointing or angering others. A lover has pride without arrogance and dignity without egoism. Aware of his or her divinity, a lover will make sacrifices for another, without losing the self. A lover does not allow dishonour to touch him, no matter what he may experience. A lover does what needs to be done to dismantle structures of dis-ease and to put in place foundations for harmony. A lover accepts what is with grace, never blaming the self or the other, and allows her purity to wash into the forces that may consume her. Recognizing his divininity, a lover can then sacrifice the self for another who needs to find his own way back to the light…

…Lovers help each other to find themselves, but the other is not the place to stay in, the other is only to remind you who you are, a mirror to help you to be complete. The space you create together is sacred, but you cannot stop here. To be an eternal lover is to continue to evolve. You cannot stay in one place. Nothing stays in one place.

It is always up to us if we allow Spirit to live and express through us. No one can take that power from you. It is Creator’s wish we will realize our divinity and our power: the love that we are. No one can do this for us. It is up to us to face our fears with courage until we remember our greatness.

The Lover is a story of twin souls meeting and is born from the alchemy that occurred between them. My meeting with Michael helped me to recover the parts of my soul I had lost. Through finding the other, I became a Lover. Through love I remembered my purpose, that is to share my self and begins with my story.

© 2010 Tamara Watson, from The Lover, angel messages book 2. Contact:  sitarne@gmail.com.

Life is a branch
that seems to float
uncertain of the current
and secure in the breath
eternal.

Flowers
that know
glow.

to fill an order of 5 kg

This morning I walked to the cherry tree, basket in hand. I started at the bottom, gently picking all that I could reach; there were not enough. I climbed into the tree and extended my reach, placing more into the basket. I walked back to the house and weighed them: only 2.5 kg. I took a ladder, loaded it onto a wheelbarrow and wheeled it down the road to the tree. The higher branches were very full. Excited, I picked quickly, tasting the sweet cherries and grateful for the tools that enabled me to fulfill my task.

The ladder shook in the loose dirt and I jumped before falling. Excitement can cause one to become ungrounded, jeopardizing the self and the task. Sometimes this is a good thing, but not always. Thinking I had enough I wheeled the ladder back to the house and weighed the cherries. I needed 333 grams more, the weight of the box. I reflected on the morning’s activity. The first visit to the tree gave me the gift of cherries. The second, with the right tools, enabled me to reach places I could not by myself. The third, for only a few, reminded me that when I could effortlessly pick them I should take extra for friends. As I was finishing, a friend came to carry back the ladder for me.

Each person is like an instrument, and their unique purpose is a key for the co-creation of a beautiful world. When you think of others, the work gets lighter.