-full moon on the train between Winnipeg and Ontario…
09.01.11

Holding this
can anything else
ever touch

the branches break
underfoot and
bark softens into cinder
bird leaves its perch

cold pebbles
and ankles in water

reflection in the pool
never changes

from Web 19, by Sitarne to be released March 2012

My books are my story of the gradual remembering of my complete soul identity, previously fragmented by my perception. Through my experiences I understand I carried imprints in my physical body from my ancestry and that my psyche also shapes my physical world by thought patterns my soul registers throughout many lifetimes; trauma seems to stick hardest, and when released reveals the eternal imprint that is beauty. Each book registers my evolving perceptions as I transverse emotions, beliefs, actions and countries linked to individuals and events reflecting my past, current and projected future lifetimes- that in effect are sumultaneous in the energetic web of life.

Each book is centered in the present and delineates how focused processing of my immediate vibratory world with an open mind and heart diffuses and releases past bonds and future probabilities that limit full soul expression. Breathing in the moment acceptance, forgiveness, smiling through pain and pleasure, not blocking yet also not allowing it to carry me from my Light-essence, leads me through layer after layer of my soul journey, through many remembered incarnations and my destiny for this one. I spontaneously create the how of my journey in each moment.

The books are sequential in tracing my memories and contemporary experiences yet they do not require sequential reading. Each is complete in itself. It is my belief that the energy I flowed through each story is held in the words I use to express. In this way the books are a vibrational experience that may offer the reader support to evolve personal stories.

The series is 8 books total, with book 6 offering 3 energies: fragments 6.1, 6.2 and 6.3.

Mystics’ Story is my conscious soul speaking and shares my vision of life events that now sing it delight and peace. As I wrote and illustrated it I sensed I was shaping my material reality with each stroke of brush or pen. There is power in voicing the sounds retrieved in the silent spaces.

These books are breathed out of me, and I offer them like seeds…

Offered here is Web 19, my newest poem-story Web19-1 Web19-2

I Ching Love Story explores the energy of the 64 hexagrams with poet John O’ Sullivan to express universal love in poem-letters. Listen to excerpts ICLS1 ICLS2

Cathdral, soft elegance
my bench, silent eyes
my smile, orange sections
day a juicy peace
called into shape with
Spanish voices
and two bottles of beer
cut another world
through the square.
Paths are a cross
Plaza de Alfonso El Castro.

I lick my fingers
orange on tongue
lift my pack
step on stone. Pavement
to dirt path.
horses with liquid eyes
pull me sideways
rest velvet caresses
another hill climbed
ringing, steady
cowbells across the hills.

heart illuminates body
heaven meets earth
spirit breathes beauty
perfection takes form
your wisdom
shining

beach glass

softened edges
broken, shattered
tossed and
then caressed
by ocean’s light
travels the depths
visits coral reefs
to carry their
crimson blossoms
with whales’
story records

glints softly in the sun
awaits the right hand
to lift its lightness
and listen
to treasures untold